I don't wanna do this anymore :( | jamieave's Blog
So much for all my writing helping me sleep since it all just deleted! :( n I'm in to much pain to write it all over again! I'm hurting so god dam much I can't do it anymore :( I'm trying my hardest to not cause anymore scars, as I always say why cause more scars when the ones you have arnt finished healing? The only reason I havnt ended my life is because my mom doesn't deserve to go through that, same with my boyfriend who lost his father to suicide. I feel trapped , I need help :( oh god this pain is killing me :( went to bed crying n woke up at 3am still crying :( he's not even here for me for the third time .... I'm scared n don't know what to do anymore, I have my happy moments but sad always beats them.
My mood: extremely Hurting
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